Its another weekend. ^^ Suppose should browsing and looking for fun enjoy at the bright night.
Pretty poor body getting weak and getting sick. >.<
I do not like the feeling of sick, I do not like the pain of sick. >.<
When everything comes to "Do Not Like", bad mode and down feeling definitely will covered of your heart precisely.
That is why i am posting my bad feeling and poor mode in my blog.
My blog is purposely for me to talk with when i wish to share my happiness, to release the stress and tension whenever the brain is getting tight, to spit out my uncomforted feeling from my heart when my heart beat and blood is triggered. Because i do not have a good buddy to share and chat with. V.V
I still can remember few days ago, there is a conversation between me and my best friend. I agreed what she said, instead i still have my own point to support myself. ^^. Lets see the conversation below.
Friend: Samkkap, you din update your blog lately hor? so busy mey?
Samkkap: Ya ah, very busy ah, and no mood to post anything ma no update lo.^^
Friend: Ya mey? haha . But your posts inside your blog almost the same. all posts is -ve one.
Samkkap: Of Course la, because the purpose of my blog is to release my bad mood, stress and uncomforted feeling ah. thats why all post is looking similar and -ve one ah.
Friend: Ya lo, No wonder all are same nia. haha everything is pessimistic thinking.
Samkkap: Ya ah, When having bad mood and nobody can to chat with, so ma post everything into my blog lo . but not all is pessimistic thinking la, also sharing my happiness ma.. not mey ?
Friend: ya la ...but -ve is more than +ve.
Samkkap: ya mey? haha . i dont know ah . haha. maybe this is my style ah . haha .
The conclusion is, whenever bad mode and down mode from my heart or else maybe i wish to sharing my happiness, then I will comes to my blog. Its become a life routine. I do not know whether it is good or what. haha ...
I do not wish my life being routine as now, not only me, everybody also having the same thinking maybe. Whenever poor happening and then comes to blog and posting. I do wish it could be changed to another style which whenever poor happening then i might talk and confess to someone. But its still a blank in my life, thats why i m still posting my feeling here. ^^ ... haha.but i think this routine as posting whenever poor happen would last for few years or maybe last forever. Thats why i am saying thats still a blank... haha . Its really not easy to find an exact and match one and it would spending time. ^^ ,,,So, maybe when tiring on that i will totally give up and give up ... ^^ . haha ....
sometime when i saying so is because of the loneliness la . when you become alone, your brain will keep move and working to make think a lot. whatever will appear in your mind. But i believe -ve is much more than +ve. So in order dont allow ur brain keep move and working to think, dont try to become alone.. haha . go and date your (friends) partner and friend. Then the world would floating with the symbols of happiness in the air. ^^ i do wish to see all happiness sign floating in the air. I do wish to share the happiness you guys having.
All above are only my personal view and point. ^^ enjoy your weekend. have a nice day and weekend. ^^ .Samkkap copy right.
